too much

first off, i finished the spring sem. in school and planning on going in the fall.
second, i'm starting to work a lot more! i just got asked to be supervisor on sat. on sun.-means i'm in charge and i have to close papers-it'll be a good experience for me. although it's the weekend and i haven't worked weekends in the past few months, so it is going to take a little getting used to. and it's going to be a lot more hard to ask for days off-bc not everyone can close-
third, i want to get the weekend off this next week but im not sure if im going to be able to. i would like to go down to san diego say hey to my fam. then head up to 29 to see seabury and cody. but since i got this new pos. idk if they will let me get a weekend off for a while.
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sometimes i feel as tho i need to just calm down and take a deep breath because i get ahead of myself and i have soo many bills, i'm living pay check to pay check and it's not fun. i miss the days when i had enough to pay bills and after enough to go shopping, go to the movies, and do whatever i wanted.
and on top of that my b/f lives 6 hrs away and it's so frustrating and annoying sometimes-just talking to him on the phone and texting during the day.
it was soo much easier when i had the weekends off.